Short Story:''Heart, feelings and ego''part 2.
previous diPart a ..... Although the problem looks <=
more simple than the first. Problems usually arise on the two friends, even more so because've never experienced a big problem before. Small problem after another arises, we consider only the wind and that was disturbing our peace., Actually this is also a small problem when we consider the wind, but this is again a serious problem because of the ego.
As he said then he would beat me, so all problems solved. But this time? Where is he? Will he forget his promise? Or he's tired and wants to see me succumb succumb to it? I do not know,
It was Monday night, as usual problem, misconceptions, life expectancy, .. do not get enough of those words appear on every problem. At that time I again Fb 'n, my mood was flowery, joking laugh together two soul mates. Happiness beyond measure, It Lani called his friends, distant, far away, yaptz, of course my best friend too, Riri and Salsa, Together we passed the day in high school, sharing stories together. Like grief together. Lani meloud teleponya, I laughed to hear their laughter, but the moment I was stunned when Riri said, "Salsa, yes Sorry for what happened this afternoon, when we were joking too far'', was greeted with words of Lani," Yes salsa, ma 'Afin us, our phone was only joking! ", I'm confused, do not know what to say, they run out tel-telp'n afternoon. Where am I? Why did not on whom? Am I not one of their best friend? Lani Why not tell me anything? Why did he leave me like a fool listening to their conversations? I do not understand what they are talking about, I do not know anything, really I'm not in thought?,
my laughter turned to anger. I told Lani that they have forgotten me, they do not need me, they did not think existed. Karna could not hold back tears, I went out for not viewed by Lani. I do not want him to see me cry. Best friends that I trust was not there I think. Sadness as evidenced by tears, that's what I know, that's the case, sore, sore, wound doused with salt water, as if ripped my heart Lani, raises all the old wounds that never existed, annoyed, irritated.
fikiranku I tried to calm, my heart is saying it will be fine. I hope Lani know what happened to me, what I feel. Lani I hope to catch up to the outside. But no, Lani is not the case, when expectations do not match reality, I'm crashing, is this my destiny, akukah wrong? Is not there from her effort to explain to me? Is that what is called a good friend? Leaving his friend crying alone? Really, I feel devastated!.
Kutelefon my boyfriend, maybe he can soothe me. I told him my problem, he said, maybe I misunderstood, he was calming me, he said, "Shall I call for you Lani? Should I ask him? "I said," do not, leave it alone, maybe tomorrow will be better. " I still hope Lani explained why to me tomorrow.
Tuesday. Not a word out of the mouth Lani. What's the matter with him? Why do this? Did not I who was mad at her? I think I fell for the second time, I was crashing, back again my hopes did not match reality, my telephone again later that night my boyfriend. I tell you what I experienced today, she responded, "Maybe it offended Lani night, try asking him, or let me who asked Joy."
Jump My answer, "No, do not say anything to him, let his consciousness, if indeed she loved me, and remember first of his promise, he would greet me, he would beat me. " Answered again, "Or maybe you ask the salsa!". "No, I do not want this to be a big problem, let alone passed, we've used to deal with small problems like this" I said as she reassured me.
Wednesday. Still I give it a chance to explain everything, this may be the last chance I gave him. On his return to college, I saw he was busy getting ready. I heard her conversation with Vivian, she said she was meeting. Huft, he's so busy, maybe tonight he'll say hello, I'm still trying to positive thinking, but I was not feeling well,
head hurt, I slept for a moment. Alarm my reads, 3 pm, Lani has not been returned. I have to go to college. I wish I could see his face when I got home later,
When traveling to the campus, at the fork in the road I noticed the crowd, Kunaiki public transportation is in front of me. Driver angkotnya not want to drive. Apparently there is a fight, the driver wanted to see it, I see at a glance, the two men were fighting, which one beat, pulled his hair a bit long (hair style kangen band), while his hands yangsambil one hand wrapped around the neck of his friend, who knows what the problem, really sorry. Head has been flushed skin, may be withdrawn his best. Is not there a sense kasihannya? I thought a moment I thought Lani, will be whether we like it? ....???
continued here ..... => Part 3
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